
Anyone think this is weird? I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around it.
I have a balloon fetish, and in fact, I enjoy popping. Truth be told, I always wear earplugs when I blow to pop, but not always for other methods. But I get terrible anxiety attacks around fireworks, especially the louder they are and closer I am to them. I can watch them on TV and appreciate the light shows, but the noise sends me into panic mode. It's really strange to me how these two things can co-exist, especially as it seems more common for people to like fireworks and be afraid of balloons.
Anyone shed any insight, or relate?